20:15

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others

when i lost my keys yesterday, harsh told me to call him if i don't find them, cause he has a spare bed. i love him to death.



@темы: him гопstyle, любимые

10:10

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others

geneva or lausanne?!



@темы: trips, эта life, feel much better at night

01:20

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
сука, у меня температура, сопли, красный нос, опухшие губы, глаза горят и завтра на работу. oh, i'm so fucking ecstatic!

@темы: эта life

22:55

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
boys are stupid, throw rocks at them.


@темы: quotes, идите нахуй!, эта life

01:44

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
i know he didnt promise to come and i know i did not give him my number, but, first, i'm still sad that he stood me up and, second, my fucking number is on my fb profile, duuuh. wtf, man, i just wanna see the guy. for Christ's sake. argh. and i'm pretty sure even if he's not lying and it was really his friend on facebook and not him, then his friend would have told him, i mean, i would have.. and if he is lying.. then, i don't get it.. and, fuck, he was the first to start the conversation!! i wasn't going to write him, i needed my fucking guts.
and what is making this day worse is that tony (bradley's friend) was talking to some guy outside, while i was smoking and laughing with inna, and he was pointing his finger at me and saying something to that guy and that guy was looking at me, even though he was trying to be not so obvious. what the fuck is wrong with, first, men and, second, this world?!
i hate myself for having a feeling that something special is going to happen and i hate my right palm for making me scratch it and believe even more that i am not going to say hi to any random person, but him..

@темы: идите нахуй!, лошарааааа, эта life

14:02

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
на улице солнышко светит, а у меня в дневнике снеговики пляшут. сделайте мне дизайн? или подкиньте идей..


00:21

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i opened the chat in fb, opened his name and sat there watching a movie and waiting for my guts to come to me and then he writes. first! i was like so fucking excited! he didn't get my message from last night, since his friend was using the computer and i decided not to tell him anything, since i don't want a relationship, but a lil bit of fun. anyways, told him to come to montreux tomorrow to zen. hope he'll be there. <3333

@темы: идите нахуй!, лошарааааа, эта life

22:48

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
1 am, two drunk girls and an iphone


@темы: нихуя себе, эта life, feel much better at night, life in pictures

04:00

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
какого коллайдера я признаюсь пацану в любви, а он даже не отвечает? и да, кстати, поздравьте меня, я первый раз в жизни призналась мальчику в своих чувствах к нему. теперь надо это сделать лицом к лицу.

@темы: нихуя себе, идите нахуй!, лошарааааа, задолбался!, эта life

20:50

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
- marijan was asking for your number yesterday. he told me he had some business with you.. or a black for you.
- ahahha, not funny.
- i'm not saying anything, i didnt see you, but be careful, i dont want you to come and tell me you're pregnant.

дурааааак )))

@темы: quotes, эта life

22:29

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
помните я писала про мальчика, с которым я из клуба уехала домой и у нас практически ничего не было? и да, про него же написано в предыдущем посте..
так вот, он владеет одной из самых больших бриллиантовых компаний. кайла говорит that i should go for him. ahahaha.

@темы: нихуя себе, эта life

18:00

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others

швейцария меня избаловала. для меня теперь абсолютно нормально, когда меня зовут в женеву, потому что там, в клубе, забронирована половина vip area и if i get to fucked up, i can go sleep in the hotel, cause they have eight rooms in kempinski. сказал бы раньше, поехала бы, тупой.



@темы: нихуя себе, эта life, europe

00:48

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
сука, еще один такой мачт и у меня случится сердечный приступ. отличная игра. овации и арсеналу, и моим малышам.. но no veo falto! какого коллайдера пуйольчику дали красную карту, сука.
судья - пидарас. (с)

@темы: barcelona fc, идите нахуй!, футбол

20:17

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
http://www.vz.ru/columns/2010/3/30/388110.html - ахуенная статья. мне стало стыдно.

@темы: ca fait mal

14:28

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
москвичи!! все слышали как отреагировали таксисты-частники на трагедию? сделайте доброе дело, подвезите людей. сегодня у метро будут толпы. если вам по пути - подвезите человека!

(с) оригинальная идея - dr pilulkin с жж

23:30

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others

вот приходишь ты в одно прекрасное утро на работу и тебе вместо "доброе утро" говорят "в москве взорвали две станции метро". невольно начинаешь думать о всех тех годах, которые ты прожила в москве, когда были взрывы в домах, на пушкинской, когда захватили театр и не понимаешь как тебя еще не убили. и не знаешь радоваться или плакать.. да, ты жива, но сколько жизней унесли эти трагедии. зачем все это?! зачем весь этот бред? мы жили четыре года без терактов, зачем снова все начинать?! что опять случилось? не дай Бог, эти взрывы только начало чего-то большего, чего-то намного более страшного.

у меня, наверное, узкое мировозрение, если я не понимаю зачем убивать людей и кому все это надо. ты, сука, смертник? тебе хочется принести себя в жертву? так пиздуй и прыгай с моста, с высотного дома, резай себе вены, найди чистое поле или старый дом и взрывай себя сколько твоей, сука, душе угодно.

зачем, зачем убивать других людей, невинных людей? зачем убивать чью-то мать, чьего-то отца, чьих-то детей? зачем?! ты думаешь, что Бог тебя простит? я не думаю, что папа карло был бы очень рад, если бы сожгли его буратино.. так же Бог не в восторге от того, что убивают его детей.
Господи, чего стоит жить в мире?! чего вам это стоит?! зачем убивать друг друга?! зачем войны?! ХВАТИТ!

я скорблю со всей россией, со всей москвой, со всей лубянкой и парком культуры. rest in peace.

@темы: нихуя себе, thinking out loud, ca fait mal, my city

20:05

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
видела где-то авку с мальчиком в белой майке с черной надписью на спине - "нефть". я такую же хочу!

@темы: me being me, inspire me

22:52

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
just wanna spill everything out. just wanna write here everything that happened yesterday. i hate myself when a person writes in fucking details every little thing that has happened to them that particular day, but since i've got nothing better to do anyways..
soooo.. work sucked. nah, it didn't really suck. it actually sucked the day before that, since michel was not in a very good mood or whatever and he made me clean the fucking elevator cage and then rearrange the glasses and then cut fucking cheese and ham for fucking croque monsieur. still, he offered me a ciggie afterwards, but was a jerk before. aaaanyways, yesterday we had like 25 or so departures, which we thought would be fucking hard, but wasn't and we finished the rooms around like four pm. fortunately, both pauline and michel were gone by that time and there was only marijan at the reception and since the guy never makes us do anything stupid like michel or pauline do we left at 16:30.
i went to the shop to get myself a bottle of wine and got back home. God, was i desperate! there seemed to be no one who wanted to fucking drink and go out, so i was almost crying, but then kyla asked me to come over to miramonte to gossip and then freddy told me to come to zen.
i drank my bottle of wine and was getting ready to go out, but my fucking pants fell on the fucking stove and now there is a fucking hole on my ass, so i had to wear a dress.. so i went to the bus stop, stood there waiting for it and some creepy old motherfucker was trying to hit on me. boy, was that fucking disgusting! then in the bus he sits in front of me.. argh, thank GOD, he didn't follow me after that, but i was super scared, i was almost running on my heels to zen bar. saw my fav boy - harshy. i love him to death. went up to kyla's room. drank vodka with coke, since there was nothing else to mix it with. gossiped with her and ivan ahahahah.
then we went down to zen, which was like super boring.. God knows why. still, we had some fun. met up with anya and duarte and they took me to black pearl. fortunately, duarte had a table reserved and we went inside with no prob and drank more and more and more vodka. i was fucking hyper! i was dancing the whole night long with tati and it was fucking amazing ahahaha.. sadly, i don't remember half of it. but i remember i was dancing with all our guys in black pearl ahahahha. was fuuuun.
remember that i was hugging harsh all the time, but that's normal, since we are always hugging with my fav boy. i swear, if people didn't know we are just friends, they'd be sure we are going out or shit, you know..
oh and, duarte was telling me that temochka is coming, but that loser never showed up, which was kinda sad, since i miss the guy a lot and, c'mon, he's my daddy ahahah.
i was making out with conrad or whatever his name is. he was fucking sure i was going home with him and he kept telling me that we are gonna have great sex and shit, but naaaaaah, cause duarte was dropping me off at my place and i ditched conrad for duarte ahahahah. anyways, the dude has a girlfriend.. when he told me, i was like what the fuck, dude. and the girl was in black pearl and i know that fucking girl..
saw cheremushkiiin.. dancing with him too. when i saw him first, he was with some girl and ditched her to dance with me. but, fuuuuck, he was so fucking drunk, unbelievable!! he was tellin me something, but i've no idea what he was saying, since it was kinda loud ahahaha. but that giiiirl.. i'm pretty sure she hates me right now, but what can i do. people love me ahahhaa.
woah.. this is like the longest post i've ever written.. i'm as cool as a cucumber. lol.
PEACE OUT BITCHES!

@темы: эта life, feel much better at night, me being me, c'est bon, любимые

19:10

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
хочу свой css!!!

21:21

who has a confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others
так хорошо, когда есть люди, которым просто напишешь "going out tonight?", а они тебе говорят "yeah, be in zen around nine!" мииии.

@темы: эта life, feel much better at night, him гопstyle, c'est bon, любимые, спасибо